I am confused. I am sad. I am frustrated. I want to move to Colorado to be closer to my family. Easier said than done. The house that we live in is too big, too expensive. I don't feel safe here. I feel too vulnerable and exposed in this small town. I want newness, bigger, different. I want to live somewhere where there are more opportunities, more infrastructure for families, a closer college for educational pursuits. I want to live close to Jack, John, my mom and Jacque! I have great friends here, marvelous wonderful beautiful friends here. That's not it. It's just that I have the 7 year itch. We moved here August 2000. I arrived a girl with two young children. I'm a woman now, battle-tested and ready to spread my wings.